Hello I guess you all have been wondering where I went and why I have not been active on my blog. Well this is probably going to be my last post due to M William H and I, T Lea C are no longer pursuing Surrogacy.
First I would like to say that Kiran Medical Group was amazing. Very supportive and understanding. We were not lucky on our second attempt and were in the process on our third attempt... until our life changed.
My husband was having an affair and told me on the 19 of May that his Mistress was pregnant and he longer wanted to be with me. He was going to be a father to her children and will finally get his family that he wanted.
Naturally I was upset, shocked and felt very betrayed. I must say also scared as well due to I am left here in Switzerland without family near by.
We finished that day with him punching me in the face and cracking my jaw...telling me I was nothing but a baron women and how much he hated me.
We started our family dream in India in December, all the while, Matthew was hedging his bets to serve himself of his own goals, regardless of who he hurt. I do feel some what happy to know now, than if we had be successful an innocent child would of had to live in such a deceitful home.
I wish everyone good luck in obtaining their dreams of a family.
I'm so very, very sorry to read this post. I hope you find solace in knowing that you deserve so much better. I pray that you will one day have the loving family you so deserve. I wish you much peace in your life journey.
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry to hear that. But you find out the true color of your husband before it's too late.
ReplyDeleteWhat a terrible, awful situation. My heart hurts for you. The loss and pain of infertility is burden enough for anyone. Just know that you deserve so much more and for what it's worth, I have no doubt that you will find the strength to get it.
ReplyDeleteIt is truly shocking how awful your situation is. What a nasty character he was/is. Don't worry, what goes around comes around. You are a beautiful woman inside and out who has had to endure such heart-ache and trauma, but you have a stronger heart and more-rounded character because of it. Please contact me if you would like some support and I will give it in any way I can. Can you get back home to your siblings/parents/family somehow?
ReplyDeleteOh Lea I'm so heartbroken and sorry to read this post. I have been checking for updates but wasnt expecting this terrible news. I really hope you have some support in Switzerland at this awful time or that you can get home and be surrounded by family and friends who love and respect you. I am certain that you will find the love and happiness you so deserve and until then am sending hugs and positive vibes and hope that you can make peace in your heart with what has happened and move on with the courage and dignity you have in abundance. Thinking of you xxx
ReplyDeleteI hope you are well. Its better being single than with the wrong man.
ReplyDeleteBe strong! God bless you.
ReplyDeleteForget all of it. Start a new lift, OK?
ReplyDeleteThanks so much! And I have and life is good. I am happy say its not the same for him.
DeleteLea, I am so happy things are better!! My heart has been breaking for you! Please update so we can see the happy ending. God Bless you!!!
DeleteHi Lea,
ReplyDeleteI have sent a message on fertility friends. is it possible to email you personally. Thanks